I want to be present for group processes inquiring into any thing with sincerity. Through this i wish to unveil what my heart is capable of understanding. Let’s hold all things in the heart as objectively as one might see a mathematical object. I need the relational to access this process, is my belief.
Where can I go full time to some kind of drumming school that is of the highest quality and Carries the spirit of liberation ?
Dear Osyanae,
You were always there when Iwas in need, a true devotee.
You and your minions delivered messages that resonated and surprised me.
Who then were these fellas ? Did they misguide, mistake, and misdirect?
Can you hear and feel this message in the songs of the birds or the patterns of the winds?
I miss your country or at least the field of beautiful songs I heard in the place you served.
I committed to working in US, and not a day goes by where I don’t think and see how this cultur
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I am in a situation that is complicated. I need spiritual help seeing it for what it is and how to deal with big love that only comes through in regulated increments.
Dear Bya,
I don’t know if you remember me, or whether this message will get through to you. But I hope it finds you on the patterns on the back of a leaf or the trajectory of a bird in flight that makes you see me.
I am reading The A.
I am reminded of the journey you invited me on to. I feared you.
You and your big footed brothers, desert walkers, know something.
You once told me in the field of sincerity that “you have the capacity to deeply understand”. I was stuck in survival mode,
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You also told me something that is reflected in this book
“What comes out of your mouth is more important than what goes in.”
I continue to judge people by what they consume.
I observe a cabin and a man comes out of the cabin. He is pursued up a tree by A kind of smaller humanoid/gremlin creature clawing at his lower abdomen at the speed of haste and impatience. I feel sensations in that region of my body as I lie in the bed.
Where are those with the dark mission mindset of liberation
The grunt work of liberation
Affection. That’s what I am and where I come from. My culture is ass backwards, there’s little affection in the work and in the play and I feel sad. There’s perfectionism judgment and standards, but care warmth and affection that’s where Iwant to be
Who can help me remember ?
It is suicide awareness month.
I have personally struggled with suicide ideation.
My sister in this life died by suicide.
I only have to say to those who are also struggling with this kind of grief. There is a common understanding between us and we have survived this for a reason. Let’s find out what gifts we carry what immense capacity our hearts have for understanding, and let’s love each other.
I love you all. Sending a big hug, sending warmth of heart.
A wise man once told me “English is the language of confusion.”
I will not get or grab a bite to eat with you. Gross.
Life is about what you do in the spirit of being for the giveness and not for the getness.
watch the way a thought goes down from the brain and into the heart. Feel how the heart processes the thought. Does it flutter like a butterfly? Does it slowly chew and churn it? This is the beginning of the end of confusion. I think.
“Hi, I started this fundraiser, Because Education Begins with the Journey to School, on GoFundMe and it would mean a lot to me if you’d be able to share or donate to it.”
